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Comment submitted on Apr 9, 1998 05:05 EST
roikaxul@hotmail.com
Online project CGI scripting was performed on 980408 22:44
- 980409 02:02
Here it is! Thanks for your work on this project; may it augment
the current. . .
Comment submitted on Apr 9, 1998 10:40 EST
luxferro@nwlink.com
Dreamed about broken glass (test) was performed on 98.04.09
Dreamed about broken glass from one of my fetish items. I woke
up, got something to drink and broke a glass, shattering upon
impact. As I cleaned up the broken shards, I couldnt help but
be reminded of the dream I had only moments before.
reporting from the astral,
JiHadit
Comment submitted on Apr 10, 1998 05:31 EST
luxferro@nwlink.com
The Gateway Rite was performed on 98.04.05
R. and JiHadit performed a variation of the Gateway Rite. The
rite took place indoors with a slightly different variation on
the visualization of the Gates.
We began and ended with a "Heru" banishing and a chaosphere
was cut after the opening. The purpose of doing the rite was to
"push ourselves through" to new levels of awareness.
We both visualized our own "Gateways" and pushed ourselves
beyond them at the moment prior to attaining Daath Posture.
Results
R. received impressions of a "watcher" type entity,
or perhaps astral double. He also felt as if the shadow was beckoning
him onwards. I observed a series of detailed memories and images.
JiHadit
Comment submitted on Apr 24, 1998 12:22 EST
roikaxul@hotmail.com
Mirror of Venus was performed on 970923
Io Io Positive Affirmation Narcissi! A simple working, short
and easy. I remembered the steps after the first reading, and
during the working noted surprising pupil dilations with glee.
Might be used admirably as a preliminary to sexual workings, surpassing
any rite of similar duration (if the "Opening" ritualettes
are removed) that I've come across..
Comment submitted on Apr 24, 1998 12:23 EST
roikaxul@hotmail.com
Rite of the Compass was performed on 970613
This working left me a little unsatisfied. Having read Gendlin's
manual of somatic inquiry & antiphony, "Focusing",
some years ago, I found the terms "set" and "sharp
jerk" familiar but unexplained in the context used. Nothing
led me to a sharp jerk other than slipping and falling on the
wet leaves of my working area (a forested area near my apartment)
while I ran around feeling rather silly. Could the sharp jerk
have been the headache? An instinctual direction pointed firmly;
back to the house. Perhaps a "Magneto Mass" would have
been a valuable preliminary. The idea that substantive iron particles
are in our brains and the cells of our bodies, or that these particles
may guide us in anything but geographic directions, is a good
exercise in disbelief suspension though antiquated.
Comment submitted on Feb 17, 1999 23:24 EST
ananta@gowebway.com
Invocation of a Muse was performed on 2/11/99
I invoked the Muse of Divination. The Muse's name is Jacohb
Fax. Jacohb appeared to me as a small (about 6 to 8 inches) winged
dragon who sat upon my left shoulder and whispered in my ear.
Jacohb can be plied with sweets, particularly chocolate.
Comment submitted on Apr 7, 1999 22:54 EST
Ragged420@aol.com
Reality Shift was performed on 4/2/99
It involves a quickening of the energy of the body and mind...bring about an intense focus of concentration and make it twice as strong...then make that twice as strong..repeat until you cant focus any harder.....then make a release focus on everything it can change and insert your bidding as you focus. play some intense music as you do this it helps. =)
Roika onomasti@aol.com
testagain was performed on today
Did it work?
RoikaXul onomasti@aol.com
Test 2 was performed on today, June 24th, finally!
Yep! 1234
aloas kino 01 kutscher@netline.cl
Altar Consecration Rite was performed on Tiu-s-day 1/6
1999 ev
Vortex, SOI: transfer energy from one altar to another; gnosis with popper, 8 loud sounds (aluminum bell), "Temple is open".Both altar, located side to side, were surrounded 8 times widdershins by the operator carrying dragon's blood incense, chanting "uzarfe-d'kyeng".A gesture ov transferring E from one surface to the other. Desassembly ov the former altar. Declaration ov consecration ov the new altar. Water sprinkled at four corners. Sea salt sprinkled on center, forming an 8-rayed star, "Udinbak Nooley". Sexual charge, IO CHAOS 8 times during gnosis. Declaration statement (improvised): may you spread your legs both here and in the astral, in 8 dimensions... may you be dedicated to further my Will (tarot Card: Princess ov Disks), in health (health fetish, hospital stuff), in power (one million and a half pesos spread upon the altar), and love (love fetish, heart)".i also drew a rune that would be meant to open the altar hereinafter, perthro. then traced a rune for channeling energy from the ether to my altar, sowilo, visualizing lightning.8 loud sounds, Vortex closing, anokquz.Background musick: Deicide.
RoikaXul onomasti@aol.com
Catharsis was performed on 990701
Excellent. Whew - I needed this, (obviously) and found it an excellent blend of mind & body medicine. A dose of Ipecac and "putting things in perspective" was necessary!
RoikaXul onomasti@aol.com
DNA Modification - Self Designer Ritual was performed on
990322
Forgot to add this to the commentary, but looking over my journal reminded me. I wasn't quite convinced of it's efficacy, as the idea of the mind "separate" from the genetic code appears to be in error. My feelings afterward didn't change this opinion, according to my notes.
RoikaXul onomasti@aol.com
Invocation of a Muse was performed on 990328
Okay, so there's a coupla more I didn't comment upon; amazing how easily I dropped the idea because no one was participating, even myself, thinking erroneously that I'd not been relying upon the Corpus for any of my personal workings despite the evidence to the contrary!Anyway, I created a Muse for a realmedia design application, named REPLOD'KRA. It seems that this rite is an excellent means of servitor creation, and I did like the thunder added to the scrying performance, imitating a number of things to me submind; ODIN & the runes, electrical stimuation of cells, etc.
Roika for Aloas roikaxul@hotmail.com
0Test0 was performed on 990808
hmmmmm
George Sturgeon3@aol.com
Candle Umbra Working was performed on October 26, 1999
12:45 AM-1:25 PM.
I selected a white candle. The purpose was to experience "liberation." I wrote lusomai with black crayon in Greek on a piece of white paper shaped like a vase (lusomai means "I will be released" in Greek), transformed it into the mantra "somalui," and designed the talisman also with black crayon, as a series of glyphs constructed from Greek and English letters, as well as pictorial symbols, on a circular piece of white paper. The candle was scented vanilla and so I chose vanilla oil to anoint it with. The altar was erected using an endtable, a blue cloth with elemental dragons in the quarters in silver, a consecrated chalice in the north, a consecrated stone in the south, and the candle in the center on a three legged holder. The talisman was placed on the chalice, the sigil paper between the stone and the candle, and the oil between the paper and the candle. I began by performing the Gnostic Thunderbolt, doing the circle casting part three times, due to a dissatisfaction with the first attempt, which was distracted and uncertain. The second attempt was very consciously concentrated, and the third flowed naturally.I then followed the ritual exactly as it is written in the Corpus. My memory lapsed at the beginning and after two false starts I had to look on my notes. I also had to look on the notes for the Wyrding words. I chose to spin to exhaustion rather than a fixed number of rotations, and visualized the light in the O center as golden. The gnosis experienced by spinning was more intense than I expected. After finishing the rite, I moved the cloth, candle, talisman, and stone to a shelf altar on the other side of the room and proceeded to forget about the rite by spending three hours online while the candle burned down. Due to its squat shape, the flame became more and more stifled by the pool of wax. Once it was apparent that it posed no danger of igniting anything, I went to sleep, awaking to find the candle with much burning left, but extinguished. I chose to store the candle for either another repetition of the working, or to burn to augment or enhance the results of this one. I chose to carry the talisman with me. The rite had no immediate results. This morning, I felt surprisingly relaxed, calm, and confident. I noticed that not once throughout this day have I doubted any of my actions. I also noticed a lack of obsession or attachment to success at the constant personality alteration I have been practicing, yet no apathy. Unconscious acts of will have obviously become much more prominent, including connecting to the internet for no apparent reason only to run across an old friend I have been thinking about for days, or spontaneously finding the people or events I am looking for. After the rite, and even when I awoke, I felt that it would not be successful due to my memory lapses. Now I feel that it could have been more successful, but that it obviously had some effect. I also notice an increased motivation to do magical work. A final note is that this was the first time I wore a full robe to do magic (a black one with a hood). I also wore a full silver mask. This probably enhanced the ritual to some extent.
aloas aloas@altavista.com
skullfuck was performed on 9/10 99
same as usual, but visualizing a phallus as appearing with the new moon in the base of the spine, growing through the spine with the waxing moon like a newborn mushroom and reaching the full moon/kteis in the back ov thee skull, then both dissolving in silverpurple gnosis